Where I have been???

Well Hello Guys and Gals!

I must say it has been quiet a while. What all has been going on you ask? ALOT  

Lets see …We prepared our house to sale, we moved into the condo(mostly) and we should close on the house in August. We will start building our house this fall. We haven’t been eating good because we were living between two houses and no furniture in the condo so we could stage the house. Also, my exercise has slacked due to all this craziness. It has been absolutely crazy! We were in Biloxi and then just last week in New York. I have been fighting a sinus infection for 3 weeks nows, my tongue had swollen taste buds for 2 weeks, and a few other issues. When we were in new york I got pink eye – yep! I called my family doctor back home who tried to get a Dr friend in NYC write me an eye prescription since I could barely open my eye it was so swollen…she wouldn’t without seeing me and I was to far away so she suggested a clinic. The clinic I went to was absolutely horrible! It took days to get my prescription because of so many things wrong with it. It was a HOT MESS. Of course I didn’t let the pink eye stop me from having fun but it def. put a damper on the trip!

I realized in NYC that I was totally stressed. I had been going, going, going and it was messing with my immune system. I realized right then and there I needed to slow down and calm down. My body was trying to warn me but I had no idea I was doing and going to much. So this week I have focused on getting back in the gym, eating clean and healthy foods, sitting down for a moment, I even laid out in the pool this week. I have to take care of myself and realize when I need to slow down. So here I am slowing down. I am not superwoman and I have to not try to be. I can’t do everything.

People say you can have it all. I don’t believe that. I believe something always suffers. It could be you physically or mentally suffering, your children, your job, your spouse….something always suffers. It is hard to have it all. I have to say NO sometimes. I focus on saying No for a while then I get sucked right back in everything around me. So here I am again telling myself to de-stress!

The boys school is closed for the next two weeks and then Beck starts 4k so he will be at work with me one week before he starts. SO what I am trying to say here is I will be most likely MIA for a few weeks! BUT I will start right back up in mid-August to hopefully encourage you all to do better and be better! 

I will see you all in a few weeks and keep up your hard work to a better lifestyle!

You’ve got the love! F+the machine

Well I have another good one from Florence….You Got The Love

You know I think of this song and think of the loved ones in my life who do have my back. When I have that day when I’m fed up, tired, and just want to give up they are there. They push me and get back and going. I’m happy about 95% of the time. I am a normal person I do get tired and feel defeated and sometimes I just can’t get my big girl panties on and deal with it.  When I can’t those people step in and help wiggle the panties up so that I can get back to where I was doing what I do best!

I’ve got the love! I’ve got the love all around me! I am surrounded! I have the love from within myself, my family, God, and so forth. Some of you don’t have the love and it is harder to achieve things in life without love being their to kiss your boo boo’s BUT YOU CAN STILL DO IT! I didn’t say it was impossible I said it is harder but YOU CAN DO IT! You have to create your love! One day you will have that love but until then you create your love by loving yourself and encouraging yourself and for the days that are just T-TOTAL shitty find a friend that can pull those panties up for you! The most love you need is from yourself and God. If you have those two loves you can survive! The love from my family and friends only makes it so much better and so much easier. Make sure you are loving yourself and that you have that love relationship with God – those two loves are the most important!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PQZhN65vq9E

above is the youtube link for the video!

 

Lyrics to “You Got the Love” by Florence + the Machine

Sometimes I feel like throwing my hands up in the air
I know I can count on you
Sometimes I feel like saying “Lord I just don’t care”
But you’ve got the love I need To see me through

Sometimes it seems that the going is just too rough
And things go wrong no matter what I do
Now and then it seems that life is just too much
But you’ve got the love I need to see me through

When food is gone you are my daily meal
When friends are gone I know my Saviour’s love is real
You know it’s real

You got the love
You got the love
You got the love
You got the love
You got the love
You got the love

Time after time I think “Oh Lord what’s the use?”
Time after time I think it’s just no good
‘Cause sooner or later in life, the things you love you loose
But you got the love I need to see me through

[2x]
You got the love
You got the love
You got the love
You got the love
You got the love
You got the love

Sometimes I feel like throwing my hands up in the air
‘Cause I know I can count on you
Sometimes I feel like saying “Lord I just don’t care”
But you’ve got the love I need to see me through

thanks to azlyrics

http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/florencethemachine/youvegotthelove.html